How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd;
Lately I have been struggling and run down. It's nothing new. I haven't had time to blog because I've been working and trying to finish an assignment. My health issues are getting in the way you might say! Amongst other things - I feel so drawn to creative things right now I honestly don't know how I managed 2 years full time of nutrition & dietetics. But here we are. I've also been contemplating the merits and realities of 'true love' lately, and marriage and those kinds of things. I scare myself sometimes when I think about it too hard - like are we really meant to be with someone, one person, forever? It seems that marriage and 2 kids has the ability to make many people unhappy, and dead inside. That's really sad. A tiny part of me feels it may be this trained pattern of though, like any other human habit. But if it doesn't exist then there's probably a big huge hole left behind, so where does that leave you? It's like when I was little I used to wonder about death, and I still do, and I used to imagine white. Nothing else just plain white nothingness. Everything that was and could have been and is - all gone. It scares the shit out of me. Anyway I love Andrew, I couldn't ever imagine being apart from him, but at the same time it's hard to accept how love changes, from that head over heels infatuation to more of a stable companionship. I don't know.
In other news! my bottle green tights came off ebay, I wore them to work yesterday but forgot to take a picture, so here's one the night before when I tried them on. Also got 1 pair of cool black granny boots of Etsy, they came too I'll post pics soon. Enjoy your easter breaks everyone, Andrew and I will be seeing Avett Brothers at Bluesfest on Good Friday... and this is why friday will be GOOD :-)
Also - check out "a cup full of sunshine's" blog, she is a vintage fiend and she has a cool giveaway here http://acupfullofsunshine.blogspot.com/2010/03/giveaway.html#comments